tigerlily7

you cant even imagine how much i go through you dont know you dont care to yo9u act like you care but i know its not true i need someone in my life that someone is you you are my mother and you dont even care thats not right and its not fair you're making it feel like im nothing in this world are you really my mother or was i adopted and why did you divorce my father dont you undertstand dont you care i dont think you do you never aware you never going to make me happy no matter how hard you try as long as your married to him all im going to do is cry you think im happy when i smile well you're wrong i never will be

why is this my life? i want to cut myself with a knife this isn't cool i feel like a fool you're causing it i cant take this %@#$ why do i have to live with someone i hate? is this my fate? Please dont make it my fate

you'er hurting me it may not seem like it but you are im suffering and im not going very far You'er holding me back by saying all this %@#$ im going crazy STOP IT!

why cant we yell? why cant we cry? why cant we make decisions? why cant we lie? why do you yell? why do you cry? why do you make ALL the decisions? why do you lie? You make it seem like its ok but its not and you know it and you say it anyway i cant take it Im Dying

always on a cold rainy day i hope the sun comes out so i can go out and play also to scream and shout the sun keeps me warm even on the coldest days as long as it showing im happy in every way this poem im writing is very rare cause i dont usually write good poems there usually bad and depressing im not always sad, ill just show'm i hope this poem makes u happy happy and glad i dont want to get the wrong impression so dont be sad

my music is my life i cant see my self with out it i think ill die without it i would not be able to survive but ofcourse my family would not undertsnd they never understand me they think that my problems are just a faze they say Oh it happened to me to! but it didnt and you know it your lying you hurt me and this is all that i have to keep myself calm but you keep making me angry why wont you stop let me keep my music i need it im helpless without it stop spreading us apart i use to wish u dead but now i realize that if i do ill just be even more depressed sitting in jail so i wish with all my heart that were de

Everyone around me lies Even my family Your hurting me Do you like doing this? Does it amuse you To see me cry So many question Never any answers Hurting me so many times Leaves a scar For me Its a deep one